i broke my tailbone (again)

welp! time to get ass surgery!

you dont understand. this man has taken over my life. every single day I think about him. i think about him when i wake up and i think about him all day until i sleep. I even dream about him. He is the most beautiful man I have ever seen. No man could ever compare to Nishikiyama. If only real men could be a fraction of what he is.

some stupid animal keeps shitting next to my window and its pissing me off!

maybe i will! maybe i wont! BWAHAHAHA

i miss this website i'll actually post my art... if i don't forget...

Hey everyone! how is everyone doing?

winter is coming and with snow and colder weather means seasonal depression! (bummer..)

2022 has been a rough year for me. dealing with the loss of both of my grandfathers and my dog while dealing with the stress of graduating and trying to figure out what to do with my live after high school has been rough. I guess I'm just making this post more for myself than anything else. so I can look back a year or two from now and see how much I've changed, that would be cool. anyways, here's some cool things that happened this year.

I started my first job this year and it's made me realize how stupid and entitled people on this planet are. retail employees must be sent by god to be able to deal with all the shit that's thrown at them. My boyfriend worked there alongside me until he decided to leave during our back to school season. so now it's just me while he's looking for other jobs.

I'm saving up some money so my friends and I can get an apartment together. it's gonna take a while but that's something I'm looking forward to in the next few years. We might even move out of state since the houses in Virginia are so expensive. I was thinking somewhere in Wisconsin, but my friends want to stay on the east coast. We're gonna decide what we'll do when the time comes.

I haven't done anything art related in so long because I've been procrastinating everything I do. I want to get back into it but I'm lacking motivation. I also started getting back into reading, I bought some books at barnes and noble and I'm gonna start reading them soon.

I'd write more but this is just what's been going on recently so yeah!

laterrr

My old dog gracie has been sick lately, she was having accidents and slowly stopped eating and drinking. at around 3pm yesterday we finally decided to put her down. She was such a good dog, never barked, she wouldn't bite, she loved everybody, and everybody loved her! even people who were scared of dogs loved gracie!

I think what I'll miss the most is her coming into my room and just sitting with me randomly, she would always check on everyone if they weren't in the room with her. I remember last year when i was in online school, i was sitting on my beanbag chair in my room, she came in and sat next to me, was looking at my screen and didn't notice that she pushed the power button on my laptop with her chin. I would have been mad at her for turning off my computer, but i couldn't stop laughing. I took a picture of her just about 10 seconds before she turned my laptop off.

We adopted her 11 years ago in May, so she was with us for a long time! Once it warms up we are gonna bury her ashes in papaw's backyard. I'm gonna miss her but I'm glad she isn't in pain anymore.

look what came in the mail!

i also got some cards along with them. here's one of them.

:) yea

oh how i miss the forums

stay tuned for more capy posting

since i got banned from the bbs here's some cool capybara images to keep you all satisfied